I am

I just can't seem to concentrate... with these black and white eye...
I was just...
There is nothing I can do for you
Back then I was really moved by something, really content with something
Did I really understand myself?

Why am I thinking something so stupid now as
That I wish I could go back one year
Back then, just like yesterday, I just couldn't
Think about today

Even though I can't keep walking with my eyes closed
Alone, I close my eyes
Even though I know I can't keep going if I avert my eyes
Alone, I avert my eyes

Before I could realize it I had hurt you
Running from unexpected words
Refusing to rely on someone's kindness I hurt you completely;
What am I supposed to seek from now on?